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    我没有那么坚强

    我真的没有自己想像中坚强.

    那一刻,在黑暗中听见那个消息,虽然早就预料到了,不可能还有别的可能,但是..
    心还是很痛,很痛...整颗心凉了一半.

    下雨了...明知道改变不了什么.只能对电话另一头的 Leenie说别伤心,我也预料到了,我可以放长假了等的话来安慰她,安慰自己.

    一直装作没事,没事. 可是有谁能了解那种莫名的伤痛. 她告诉我,Ms. Kwek 说,我应该会比他们迟半年毕业. 不懂为什么,心又痛了一下. 其实也没什么,反正还是会有毕业的一天,还是能当护士,什么都还是一样,只是迟了些. 并没什么啊..可是还是莫名的emo一下.没人懂..没人理解..

    顿时很羡慕她们,可以一起读书,一起奋斗,一起一起..

    不想了!!! 不想再emo了..于事无补. -- 

    祝福我吧.

    我要坚强! 

    "我没有那么坚强" was Posted On: Wednesday, August 28, 2013 @6:57 PM | 2 lovely comments
    Sharing.

    爱情就像雪,很美,可是很快就会融化 ;
    友情就像泥土,孕育种子,过后会变成一棵树,甚至一片森林。


    Copyright from Triumph in the Skies 2

    很有feel啊! 根本就是说给我听的. ==
    友情永远比爱情永恒 :D


    "Sharing." was Posted On: Monday, August 26, 2013 @9:14 PM | 0 lovely comments
    APPRECIATION ♥

    After a long fight, and...



    IT'S ME !


    I feel so better now after my hospitalization, operation, rest, a heart-attack-news that I may have to delay my course (99.9%) and can't study together with my dear men. It is so heart pain for me. I was so sad and depressed the moment I couldn't move my leg till they sent me to GH and last, Lamwahee. I was so afraid that I can't move my leg anymore, so worry for my study, I didn't know how to inform my family, I couldn't imagine how if they know my condition. I was so extremely tired, but I couldn't sleep, I didn't know what can I do. Cl was there with me, but I still feeling so suffer until my dajie came and holding my hands, only I feel the relieve !! Family is so damn important for me TT

    After I came back from hospital, I feel really depressing. I need helps all the time, I can't do it myself, and family members are so worry that I will fall down. I was so sad and feeling so bad that I have to make everyone worry about me.

    Feel so sorry to everyone who love me, care me, sayang me, worry and sad for me. I must be strong!!!! I can't fall!!!! I can't disappoint everyone of u.
    I feel so good now after getting everyone's support, love from everyone, listening to Mayday's songs, and get myself some time to calm down.

    Nothing I can do now to change anything. I should be glad that all my friends are well and I'm still alive :D I should appreciate everything I have now. Thanks God, family, friends, doctors, staff nurses, tutors, CI, seniors juniors ETC ETC. Without all the love from u all, I can't hold until now.
    I'm so happy and lucky to have everyone of u in my life. I never know that I will get so much of loves and care when I meet problem. I overwhelmed by the L♥s dy. HAHA. Now I know I'm not alone!! :) It's never too late, right? heee...

    I'm good now, so don't worry about me.

    I'm well prepared for delayed study, anything. I want to be a nurse. There is nothing change, although I have to leave my beloved Group 47/July 2012 and mix with others, may have to delay my course, my graduate time, my time to achieve my dreams, but it's okay. The most important thing is that I still can make my dreams come true. I have to get a well well rest from now.

    I have passed my grieving process!!!! :D

    I really don't know how to express my appreciation to everyone.
    I just want to say,

    THANKS EVERYONE WHO LOVE ME AND WHO I LOVE


    Wait me !!  The stupidest and yongsoi one will be back. :目

    "APPRECIATION ♥ " was Posted On: Friday, August 23, 2013 @3:36 PM | 0 lovely comments
    Flash Back My Cute Little Two-O-One-Two

    Since I started my college life at LamWahEe. My blog had been neglected by the owner for half years :(

    So many things I want to say..

    I can't believe that I need to left house for study.
    I can't believe that I will be a student nurse one day.
    I can't believe that I can used to my nursing life.
    I can't believe that I can be so hardworking for my studies.
    I can't believe that I can get No.1 in my study.
    I really can't believe that I passed my 2012 such amazing and meaningfully.

    I have no regret to choose nursing as my life. :D

    Show some pics since I started my college life. All are from Instagram. Just follow me at Instagram to know more about me. :) http://instagram.com/syeekhoo

    I get myself a laptop and smartphone from beloved papa.

    Celebrate my sweet 8teen with them :D

    The 1st annual dinner at LWE.

    Know such amazing friends that I cannot lost them!

    Rock my 2012 Christmas with friends and parents !

    Countdown on the last day of 2012 with these siao lang. 

    and last, Welcome my 1st day of 2013 with a stressful mood.

    I love my 2012, whenever anything happened in 2012, WHO CARE!

    2013 please be good to me. I hope to be loved. HA HA HA HA HA.

    Happy New Year.

    SEMESTER 2, FIGHTTT!

    "Flash Back My Cute Little Two-O-One-Two" was Posted On: Tuesday, January 1, 2013 @4:41 PM | 0 lovely comments
    Interview :O

    I've been so long didn't update my blog. I'm too busy with Sucks Form6 life but now I'm going to leave that Sucks place! Woooo.
    Wasted too much time and money suffering at Form6 :/ chao sien. Finally I can get out from there! *evil grin*

    I've passed thru these suffering days!! Since I get caught by Sucks discipline teacher cause my chio spec, my days straight turned to DARK mode. = = then the 2nd day met her again and she told me she will deduct me 6marks cause my spec! -,- (luckily she forget and my 6marks still alive XD) then I started wearing contact lens! Wooo challenging LOL. But just wear once, I dropped my left side contact lens into the sink damn a sad morning. I'm so poor please. TT

    I asked sis help me to post my application letter for Diploma of Nursing in Island Hospital & LamWahEe Hospital on this Monday. Must thanks her a lot for helping me to post laju those letter so I can get the call from LWEH on Wednesday! omg. The 1st time I talked phone using English z. chao noob. Then I get inform to interview on Thursday. (today)

    Today, reached there at 8.++ morning, super nervous at first. Then the admin gave me form to fill up. Then gave me some Mathematics questions to solve and 2 choose 1 Assignment to do. Those Math questions is too easy until I don't know how to do LOL :X ok la, actually is my noob english can't really understand what questions want. But seriously those questions are sooo drink water. But I think I wrong at least 2 z chao noob. Then that assignment....My english....= = hundred words but I wrote over because too much nonsense inside :/ Wait quite long then just start my interview. 3 person interviewed me. Quite relaxing interview, it'll better if in chinese = = After interview wait for 1min like that then I know I'm success! :D

    Then I went for my medical check up. It's a super long time medical check up = = I've checked my eyes, body check, urine check, blood check and X-ray. Then finally done. Almost 4hours :S Then we went to sign contract! wooow. haha. Then principal told us and another girl that going to study nursing with me about this coming intake things. Done everything and back around 4pm. Phew. Extremely tired day but meaningful day for me! I'm starting my future way! Oh gosh! Can't believe that. Everything came too fast.

    Have so much things have to do yet Sunday got hiking competition ! AHAHA.

    Oh ya not forget to share these,
    I bought this to encourage myself to passed thru these down day. HAHA. Reached home straight get call from LWEH. :D
    Aw Lucky Beats!



    All the best to me, the future nurse. *blush*

    "Interview :O" was Posted On: Thursday, June 28, 2012 @6:44 PM | 1 lovely comments
    Holiday Day #1

    Holiday already. Woo woo! Just started school for two weeks then we've holiday for two weeks. LOL.
    The 1st day of holiday, woke up around 8 morning. Then I wanna start my study. But.....
    81 photos. One people. Took few hours. Done 30sec video :/
    Hahahaahaha. heart blood come noisy. Then took camera, wanna try stop motion with only myself! -,- Damn it's sooooo HARD! But I think it will be easier if got more friends to do together ! XD

    Then 15++ Ber fetch me to her house there de badminton court for BADMINTON! woooooooo. HIGH BOOOOM! I high from last night till we end playing! HAHAHA. Damn happy yooooo. I really love badminton soooooo much! Reached there then taught HooiYee mei open ball. LOL. I think I'm not a good teacher haha. Then very GG I hit Hooiyar's head == ma de me very gai. so shy. Then I fast ask RenNao help her to JOI. hahaha. Then started highhhh. JiaBao chao ji PRO !! She's my idol ! haha.
    Then Ber fetch me back around 18++ :) A nice day with all of them :D Hope got another chance again! wooo.

    Wonderful 1st day !! But.. Didn't study today ! :X

    "Holiday Day #1" was Posted On: Saturday, May 26, 2012 @9:50 PM | 0 lovely comments
    Happy Birthday to noob xian

    Yellow, AhXian!
     Happy Birthday to noob xian.
    He's been at Japan for 4ty plus days.
    The 1st year he celebrate his birthday at Japan.
    Damn so Jelesssss. :/
    Gave him this as birthday present !! :D
    He told LM he won't forget LM ; but told me, try my best not to forget you. = =
    sipeh hate him.
    I woke up around 8a.m. just to webcam and see him open all the presents one by one. = =
    WC's present really noob and sucks. HAHAHAHA !!
    ok hope you stay healthy and happy always !!
    Happy Birthday to you
    Happy Birthday to you
    Happy Birthday to youuu..
    HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
    NAH. meiyouyihan le!
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    "Happy Birthday to noob xian" was Posted On: Saturday, May 19, 2012 @4:32 PM | 0 lovely comments


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