我没有那么坚强
我真的没有自己想像中坚强.那一刻，在黑暗中听见那个消息，虽然早就预料到了，不可能还有别的可能，但是..
心还是很痛，很痛...整颗心凉了一半.
下雨了...明知道改变不了什么.只能对电话另一头的 Leenie说别伤心，我也预料到了，我可以放长假了等的话来安慰她，安慰自己.
一直装作没事，没事. 可是有谁能了解那种莫名的伤痛. 她告诉我，Ms. Kwek 说，我应该会比他们迟半年毕业. 不懂为什么，心又痛了一下. 其实也没什么，反正还是会有毕业的一天，还是能当护士，什么都还是一样，只是迟了些. 并没什么啊..可是还是莫名的emo一下.没人懂..没人理解..
顿时很羡慕她们，可以一起读书，一起奋斗，一起一起..
不想了!!! 不想再emo了..于事无补. --
祝福我吧.
我要坚强!
Sharing.
爱情就像雪，很美，可是很快就会融化 ；
友情就像泥土，孕育种子，过后会变成一棵树，甚至一片森林。
Copyright from Triumph in the Skies 2
很有feel啊! 根本就是说给我听的. ==
友情永远比爱情永恒 :D
APPRECIATION ♥
After a long fight, and...
IT'S ME !
I feel so better now after my hospitalization, operation, rest, a heart-attack-news that I may have to delay my course (99.9%) and can't study together with my dear men. It is so heart pain for me. I was so sad and depressed the moment I couldn't move my leg till they sent me to GH and last, Lamwahee. I was so afraid that I can't move my leg anymore, so worry for my study, I didn't know how to inform my family, I couldn't imagine how if they know my condition. I was so extremely tired, but I couldn't sleep, I didn't know what can I do. Cl was there with me, but I still feeling so suffer until my dajie came and holding my hands, only I feel the relieve !! Family is so damn important for me TT
After I came back from hospital, I feel really depressing. I need helps all the time, I can't do it myself, and family members are so worry that I will fall down. I was so sad and feeling so bad that I have to make everyone worry about me.
Feel so sorry to everyone who love me, care me, sayang me, worry and sad for me. I must be strong!!!! I can't fall!!!! I can't disappoint everyone of u.
I feel so good now after getting everyone's support, love from everyone, listening to Mayday's songs, and get myself some time to calm down.
Nothing I can do now to change anything. I should be glad that all my friends are well and I'm still alive :D I should appreciate everything I have now. Thanks God, family, friends, doctors, staff nurses, tutors, CI, seniors juniors ETC ETC. Without all the love from u all, I can't hold until now.
I'm so happy and lucky to have everyone of u in my life. I never know that I will get so much of loves and care when I meet problem. I overwhelmed by the L♥s dy. HAHA. Now I know I'm not alone!! :) It's never too late, right? heee...
I'm good now, so don't worry about me.
I'm well prepared for delayed study, anything. I want to be a nurse. There is nothing change, although I have to leave my beloved Group 47/July 2012 and mix with others, may have to delay my course, my graduate time, my time to achieve my dreams, but it's okay. The most important thing is that I still can make my dreams come true. I have to get a well well rest from now.
I have passed my grieving process!!!! :D
I really don't know how to express my appreciation to everyone.
I just want to say,
THANKS EVERYONE WHO LOVE ME AND WHO I LOVE
Wait me !! The stupidest and yongsoi one will be back. :目
