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    Floodedwithloves♥

    And when u get so frustrated of ur loss of cheese cake,
    then this boy bumped into you,
    and send u your favourite food!!!

    #somuchloves ♥

    "Floodedwithloves♥" was Posted On: Wednesday, July 29, 2015 @10:43 PM | 0 lovely comments
    #幸胡♥

    不懂那里修来的福,
    让我可以遇见你。
    可以遇见你,
    真是三身有幸。

    谢谢你,
    在我需要你的时候可以陪着我。
    谢谢你,
    这样的宠我。
    谢谢你,
    不嫌弃那样弱不经风的我。

    我想变得强大,
    那样我才能保护你。:p
    但是;
    我很小,
    希望你看得见我,
    然后抓紧紧!!

    好吗 xiao du ? ♥

    "#幸胡♥" was Posted On: Thursday, July 2, 2015 @11:07 PM | 0 lovely comments
    真的很幸胡。


    真的很幸胡。
    谢谢你。

    "真的很幸胡。" was Posted On: Sunday, May 10, 2015 @11:28 PM | 0 lovely comments
    lucky to have you.♥

    Little action warms my heart.

    "lucky to have you.♥" was Posted On: Wednesday, April 15, 2015 @10:50 PM | 0 lovely comments
    很幸胡【♥】

    The sweetest and warmest text ever;


    The tastiest dinner ever :)

    #IamsoluckytohaveyouIly【♥】

    "很幸胡【♥】" was Posted On: Tuesday, March 10, 2015 @11:44 PM | 0 lovely comments
    sorrybae. ♥


    It feels like shit when you have to let go something you love the most in life for some time;
    But it feels the worst when your favorite people get so sad and worried because of you.

    I'msorryIly ♥

    "sorrybae. ♥" was Posted On: Thursday, March 5, 2015 @11:18 PM | 0 lovely comments
    幸胡。

    LOVE is when someone who send you food no matter how tired he is. ♥ 幸胡. 

    "幸胡。" was Posted On: Wednesday, March 4, 2015 @8:24 PM | 0 lovely comments
    the 1st March 15

    Thank you the special someone for special 1st of march :) ily.

    "the 1st March 15" was Posted On: Sunday, March 1, 2015 @12:28 AM | 0 lovely comments
    11.12.13 MY SUPER UNFORGETTABLE DAY ♥

    After 4 months suffering to be a patient that can't mobilize with both legs!! Today is the special day!!! Wake up super early this morning about 4 something, because we have to send my parents and sis to the airport. *they're going to JAPAN! so jealous!!* ok. Then as usual, went back college then go for X ray first before go to doctor. I was so damn nervous about the result, I can't afford to delay my study anymore. BTW, CAN YOU IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT WEIGHT BEARING ON YOUR LEG FOR 4 MONTHS OR MORE THAN THAT?! For me, if anything happen on me like this again I could really...*choi* It was my toughest moment, toughest 4 months of my life!! I can't walk like the normal one, I have to use crutches. Outsiders keep starring at you like you are so special. == The only benefit for being cacat is you can straight use the OKU TOILET when everyone have to queue up so LONG for toilet. HEHE. but still I prefer to be a normal person. :)

    ok, back to the topic. After the X ray, went for doctor. Guess what? Doctor said my bone healing quite well!! He keeps repeat that! LOL. I was sooooooooooo happy that I can start to walk again. My class will be starting on 30th of DEC. I was so worried that I couldn't recover in time.

    Reached home, SLEEP. I started to stand and walk. I just forget how to use my leg after 4 months of neglecting it -,- Luckily I can walk quite okay now I think. I can walk without crutches but limping. But I feel soreness at my knee, calf and the feet. :( should be okay if keep on training the muscles and the joint of that leg. *I think* LOL. Anyway, excitement overload now seriously!! AFTER A LONG 4 MONTHSSS!

    SO PEOPLE PLEASE BE CAREFUL WHEN DRIVING :D

    # X ray of the day LOL
    The LEFT AP
    The LEFT LATERAL

    SO FRIEND, JUST WAIT TO SEE ME WALK LIKE A BOSS BAH! :D
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    "11.12.13 MY SUPER UNFORGETTABLE DAY ♥" was Posted On: Wednesday, December 11, 2013 @5:18 PM | 0 lovely comments
    update.

    KAKAKA. so after 9 days just i remember to post this. hehe.
    So...this is what i do for kaka zai Josephine Tan Ler Ern! HEHE o.

     before I spoiled it
     After i spoiled it ==
     so shy o first time write love letter :D

    So so so sad that I can't celebrate her 2nd year birthday with her! arghh! so this is my kaka zai. TT miss her boom boom pow. and have to thanks chong and peijiun for helping me giving this kaka the surprise gift.

    ok ignore the kaka. heheh. Want to talk about my stupid pig leg. It is so so freaking sad that I still can't walk without crutches after 3 months :(((((( I was so so excited for whole last night cause today is my appointment day! i can have my xray and know whether i can walk dy not. but, this is a cruel news that i still can't still can'ttttttttttttttttt !!!!! and what i saw in the x ray film of my femur is like so not nice my bone, still gap in between! damnnn. mr.Loke say come again next month better don't walk yet :///// but he said there is some bone growing there. then i was like..hmm izit?! ok. really got something there but....TT really worry that how if one month later still the same! Ms.Kwek say i will start my sem3 next month on 30th! please la...how if i still can't walk. :s really shit i do not want to delay one more sem oh gawd! please be good to me kay TT haih..please pray for my lil cute pig leg :(

    "update." was Posted On: Wednesday, November 13, 2013 @6:15 PM | 0 lovely comments
    19th birthday of Rainbow

    Met up with friends to celebrate epic bro's birthday!
    So this is my epic cute bro tan lit ming :D

    so great he's 19th now :)

    wc, ah long, lm, me and the close eyes cl
    group photo of last night :D love it.

    So we had piece of cake for each of us. I ordered my fav marble cheese cake! so satisfy with it :) After that we chat until SecretRecipe close around 10pm smtg, and though to wait for my family to fetch me but they still not coming back. So we second round at NasiKandar, but actually just lm, wc and long. I'm on diet seriously i'm so fat but still kena spam few pieces of roti telur, bawang cause ah long can't finish it. I really...fat. :( fine, had a great night with them. hehe. 

    So this is what i give lm as his 19th gift.
    The rainbow theme card? ==


    Have to really start study. 2 more months to go and i have to go back college life dy. :/ really sucks but I just can't wait to walk with both legs just 10 more days to go for my appointment, hope it will be a good good news to me :)


    "19th birthday of Rainbow" was Posted On: Sunday, November 3, 2013 @8:11 PM | 0 lovely comments
    Random :))

    Every day is a good day!!
    Just a random post to show my cute lil egg! :) hope that I can be happy like this always. Stay cool with my stupid retainer! Ahah. Brushing teeth trice a day is not that easy. Gotta sleep now.
    -Love ya world-

    "Random :))" was Posted On: Thursday, October 17, 2013 @11:48 PM | 0 lovely comments
    Random :)

    Just to post some photos here.
    It's my yummylicious breakfast of the day! Super healthy apple yogurts with oats, Yogood crunch Muesli etc. hehe. I think I have only two meals today :/ due to laziness.
    After get my breakfast, around 3 or 4 smtg I ate mum's oreo cake with a cup of milk, then straight away have my dinner around that time. Then I have to brush my teeth and wear my retainer. It's really tired to brush my teeth trice a day, so I just stop eating after that..after get myself some workout, I feel my face appear so greenish right now == sleep needed :)

    "Random :)" was Posted On: Monday, October 14, 2013 @11:16 PM | 0 lovely comments
    My BIG day. *quite big :DD

    2011 before I get braces. :D Screenshot *wink*

    2012 after few months bracing my teeth

    2013 One day before take off my braces!











    After TWO YEARS AND TWO MONTHS !!

    Finally say bye to my braces, and hi to stupid retainer, but better than braces! hehe. Wait this for soooooo LONG! I'm really happy and exiteddd! hehehhe. Have to thanks so much to my lovely mum who spent soooooo much money on my stupid teeth :D She brights up my "teeth" LOL.

    Mum get sicked few days ago. I'm really so worry and sad about it. She got cold, fever, headache, etc those common sickness. So she just got herself some medications left inside house's so called 'med-cupboard' lol. But she was getting worse the next day. So she visited doctor and got herself some medications. Then she slept almost all the time after having those medications. But still normal and everything was ok. The next day morning, she felt sore throat and she wanted to eat the analgesic given by pharmacy, but the analgesic mixed with another two types of medications in a packet. She thought it's ok to eat those 3 together, cause she tired this before she get sicked. So she ate it and few hours later.....She became something like delirium :O I was really shocked and scared. I was alone in the house with mum that time. Then I got help from sisters and search those information from Google, hope can settle this condition. I can't accept how if mum can't get better again. I was really worrrrrryyyyyy! == I can't imagine life without the 'sun' - my mum. She is so important to me!! Few hours later she like woke up and just forget about what had happened just now. I'm so glad and really thanks God that mum is ok now! TT so please don't simply get medications without instructions from doctor. == This thing makes me more appreciate my mum and really, Practice kindness, filial piety promptly - Master Cheng Yen's Jing Si Aphorisms.

    Ok then back to braces Heee. Feeling so sad to hear some one asked, you become fat izit? :/
    Seriously? This motivates me sooo much! I must reduce weight and get fit!! You're gonna hear me ROARRR! :P

    "My BIG day. *quite big :DD" was Posted On: Sunday, October 13, 2013 @11:53 PM | 0 lovely comments
    Foods hunt !

    Suddenly found this in my draft. Just post it to lure anyone. XD

    "Foods hunt !" was Posted On: Sunday, September 22, 2013 @4:31 PM | 0 lovely comments
    Byebye. Less than 3 !

    Hello! Byebye chuah chee xian. Like so fast u just came back msia yesterday. And now u're going back japan tmr. Emo 99999 :( like never meet u then u back. == ok I exaggerated 99.
    So many things I haven't tell u, u haven't tell me. hello not yet sing, bicycle not yet cycle, Penang giagia not yet gia, beach not yet beach, take care ur sunglasses please, next year will never late! Hehe. I know u japan gfs whole street so don't never forget everything u promised.
    Take care!!! All the best there. Bu yao dou lou!! Fen dou bah hai zi! Jiayou in everything :)

    Will be really mixiiu bast friend!

    "Byebye. Less than 3 !" was Posted On: Friday, September 13, 2013 @12:22 AM | 0 lovely comments
    bababa..♥

    Got something from my reindeer ♥ lol.

    aww I love it so much. I love wonderful colours and sweet things. TEEHEE. Thank you for the 3rd one! I always think that 98 will be forever, so desperate; but it's 97 now! so unbelievableee!!
    I have to keep on reminding myself falling too deep will die.
    What to do :/

    and here is my stupid thigh with a SO-LONG-WOUND. ==
    Had my appointment with my doctor yesterday. After peeling off the tegaderm pad, he cleaned it with alcohol swab and peel off the white strips. (two of it) Then he said, wa look quite well, can remove the others urself la. LOL. He said no need cover it already then I was like HUH?! It looks so sucks == then he gave me a tegaderm pad since I want to cover. lol. Then the tegaderm pad can be removed after 5 days. TEEHEE. Hope it will no marking left and be a good looking one :/ It is sooo long! reddish and some bruises around now. Bio-oil is needed!! LOL.


    And now I will be free like this until end of 2013 !! :/ damn someone please date me out !! Have to continue study before I forget everything. == God bless and good luck to myself.

    "bababa..♥" was Posted On: Wednesday, September 4, 2013 @3:48 PM | 0 lovely comments
    我没有那么坚强

    我真的没有自己想像中坚强.

    那一刻,在黑暗中听见那个消息,虽然早就预料到了,不可能还有别的可能,但是..
    心还是很痛,很痛...整颗心凉了一半.

    下雨了...明知道改变不了什么.只能对电话另一头的 Leenie说别伤心,我也预料到了,我可以放长假了等的话来安慰她,安慰自己.

    一直装作没事,没事. 可是有谁能了解那种莫名的伤痛. 她告诉我,Ms. Kwek 说,我应该会比他们迟半年毕业. 不懂为什么,心又痛了一下. 其实也没什么,反正还是会有毕业的一天,还是能当护士,什么都还是一样,只是迟了些. 并没什么啊..可是还是莫名的emo一下.没人懂..没人理解..

    顿时很羡慕她们,可以一起读书,一起奋斗,一起一起..

    不想了!!! 不想再emo了..于事无补. -- 

    祝福我吧.

    我要坚强! 

    "我没有那么坚强" was Posted On: Wednesday, August 28, 2013 @6:57 PM | 2 lovely comments
    Sharing.

    爱情就像雪,很美,可是很快就会融化 ;
    友情就像泥土,孕育种子,过后会变成一棵树,甚至一片森林。


    Copyright from Triumph in the Skies 2

    很有feel啊! 根本就是说给我听的. ==
    友情永远比爱情永恒 :D


    "Sharing." was Posted On: Monday, August 26, 2013 @9:14 PM | 0 lovely comments
    APPRECIATION ♥

    After a long fight, and...



    IT'S ME !


    I feel so better now after my hospitalization, operation, rest, a heart-attack-news that I may have to delay my course (99.9%) and can't study together with my dear men. It is so heart pain for me. I was so sad and depressed the moment I couldn't move my leg till they sent me to GH and last, Lamwahee. I was so afraid that I can't move my leg anymore, so worry for my study, I didn't know how to inform my family, I couldn't imagine how if they know my condition. I was so extremely tired, but I couldn't sleep, I didn't know what can I do. Cl was there with me, but I still feeling so suffer until my dajie came and holding my hands, only I feel the relieve !! Family is so damn important for me TT

    After I came back from hospital, I feel really depressing. I need helps all the time, I can't do it myself, and family members are so worry that I will fall down. I was so sad and feeling so bad that I have to make everyone worry about me.

    Feel so sorry to everyone who love me, care me, sayang me, worry and sad for me. I must be strong!!!! I can't fall!!!! I can't disappoint everyone of u.
    I feel so good now after getting everyone's support, love from everyone, listening to Mayday's songs, and get myself some time to calm down.

    Nothing I can do now to change anything. I should be glad that all my friends are well and I'm still alive :D I should appreciate everything I have now. Thanks God, family, friends, doctors, staff nurses, tutors, CI, seniors juniors ETC ETC. Without all the love from u all, I can't hold until now.
    I'm so happy and lucky to have everyone of u in my life. I never know that I will get so much of loves and care when I meet problem. I overwhelmed by the L♥s dy. HAHA. Now I know I'm not alone!! :) It's never too late, right? heee...

    I'm good now, so don't worry about me.

    I'm well prepared for delayed study, anything. I want to be a nurse. There is nothing change, although I have to leave my beloved Group 47/July 2012 and mix with others, may have to delay my course, my graduate time, my time to achieve my dreams, but it's okay. The most important thing is that I still can make my dreams come true. I have to get a well well rest from now.

    I have passed my grieving process!!!! :D

    I really don't know how to express my appreciation to everyone.
    I just want to say,

    THANKS EVERYONE WHO LOVE ME AND WHO I LOVE


    Wait me !!  The stupidest and yongsoi one will be back. :目

    "APPRECIATION ♥ " was Posted On: Friday, August 23, 2013 @3:36 PM | 0 lovely comments


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